Ramadhan 2017



So a week of blessed Ramadhan has passed. Done four paper, one more to go. Just a week away for home but it just feels so long to wait for the next Sunday. Problems after problems came.

Seriously I just want to get out from here. I wanna go home. I just wanna feel safe, safe like always. Since the Manchester Arena incident, Manchester turned to somewhere I don't feel like home. It became a place where helicopter & police sirens have become normal that I can't even recall how many times I heard in a day. So many people affected by this event and not to forget to the people who has lost their beloved ones. How can people be so mean? My heart always feels unease. The impacts are huge and affect every each of us. Stay strong Mancunians and may Allah protects us forever and always In shaa Allah.

8 days to go and I'm so done with all of this. Really hope that I can pass all the papers and do not have to resit any paper. In shaa Allah. I realised that I did not give my all for this exam (since when I did anyway ?) but just hoping for the best. Hmm. Last paper syndrome is haunting me right now. And to be honest, I never do the 'counting down to home' as serious as right now. It's not homesick, just that I don't want to stay here any longer.

19++ hours of fasting is not that bad actually. I mean, it is bearable especially in this special month of Ramadhan. Even though the hunger started quite early haha around 3 pm every day but I manage to bear with it. It was good though to have only around 4-5 hours to eat anything I want and fasting for the rest of the day. All thanks to The Almighty Allah <3 Alhamdullilah.

So yeah that's it for now. Stay safe & Salam Ramadhan xx

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I'm not asking much, just the reason.

Counting days


Relatable I guess?

Got annoyed super fast nowadays. Idk why duh. Keep saying 'don't care about it' but will always overthink in the end.

Home in few weeks YEAYYYYYY can't wait ! 32 days to be exact. But exam comes first lulz. Not ready (as always) and still haven't finish the revision. I'M DEAD.To get 60% average marks obviously not an easy job though. 

Anyway, applied for the committee position for M.I.D but got rejected, too bad :( Gonna try harder in the future, there's always hikmah behind everything right ? Need to improve myself in every way ; confidence, interview skills and CV ! OMG ! only now I knew writing CV is hard meh. It was hard mainly because I got no achievement to show off haha. So Aisya, let's do this ! Dear self, please be more rajin okay ? 

Ramadhan is comingggg . 19 hours plus of fasting is no joke ! But I know Allah will always protect His hamba especially during the fasting month. May Allah bless this very-weak-kind-of-people haha.

Should back to revision now. Till then xx, S.

March






MANCHESTER , 28 FEB 17.
Peace be upon you!
It was the last day of February when I could finallyyyyyy experience the REAL snow. Alhamdullilah :) It was so nice and fun , even I had to go to the 10 q.m class that day haha. 

Apart from that, I am super grateful that my first-semester exam results were okay. Not that good and not so bad, it was just so-so. Gonna work harder for this upcoming final exams. Still keeping up with all the essayS (need to bold that 'S' out, though) and tutorials. March gonna be harder than ever. Three essays ??? Are you kidding me ?! But that doesn't stop me from enjoying my life (through Kdramas etc). It's me after all, what do you expect? HAHA. 

Anyway, already bought the summer break flight ticket ! YEAYYYY. Can't wait seriously :D Around 3 months I guess? Hope everything will be just fine until then, In shaa Allah. That's it for now. Take care peeps xx

Grateful


Grateful. It's easy to say than to really feel or understand what is the true meaning of that magical word. Somehow I always feel that I never had enough. I mean everyone does feel the same like I do right ? We keep on saying like 'if and only if blablabla'. Somehow, I think that IFF word is turning us into a greedy kind of person. It's still fresh on my mind that once, I said if and only if I get straight A plus on my SPM examination. But I was (literally) shocked on the result day because I didn't even aim for a straight A's results meh. Haha. It just happened that I wanted more even after getting an unexpected result and it was more than enough really. What I'm trying to say is that, everything happens for a reason. Allah has planned every single thing perfectly fine for our life. Just imagine if I got straight A plus before, then my life now would be so different, not even close to where I am right now. Maybe I got the bursary, enrolled in Taylor's college (I don't know where else the bursary scholars went other than this college), got new friends there, and the saddest part I may not able to fly as the bursary is not being offered anymore :(( And just imagined that I will never get to know those Intec people is really terrifying. Where else I can find Jemahs ?? NO other place! I thank Allah for giving such a great best friends <3 So when I rethink about it all over again, our life journey has been planned beautifully by our Creator and it is just us who are always not being grateful. This is only one of zillions things that I did not appreciate and be grateful for it. Just pray that when our life hits the bottom, we can still be grateful as much as when we are at the top because that is the hardest part. May Allah ease xo

No it's not okay.





When we grew up, only then we realised how much we take things for granted. Only then we regret the chances we didn't take. I just hate getting flashbacks from things I don't want to remember. It hurts.

2017



It's been ageeeeees since the last time I posted here ! So glad that I decided to start blogging again. I don't know why but I just felt that way. Maybe because I just missed how I spend my high school and college years telling the story of my boring life in here. Knowing that no one will read it except me myself and I are the greatest feeling ever ! No one to judge, no one to care but just letting go everything I feel and keep all this while. Gituu.

And yeah , here I am in my dream country since forever ...... UK ! Alhamdullilah it was a lifelong dream came true. Can't be grateful enough for the fact that I am here in UK. Alhamdullilah , thank you Allah. Arrived here was like 4 months ago and now already 2017. Gosh how time flies. Obviously there are a lot of people left, but not to forget for those who stay. You guys are da bomb !!

Got a lot of things going on my mind right now (literally) and one of it is that HOW DID I SURVIVED UNTIL NOW ?? Mysterious question ever. From the start ( I mean during SPM examination), I just felt it was so hard like super duper hard. Can you imagine like how did I studied NINE subjects at the same time ? Not to forget all those positions I hold and a lot of extra activities/sports/events I involved at that time. And still I managed to do my best. Then there was what we called 'college' life (lah sangat). A-level mehh. No jokes. It was double triple hard. And the funniest thing was that, the common sayings I heard was;

"Lek, degree life would be much better (which I assumed better in terms of easier in studying and all) than Alevel) " 
"You survive Alevel, for sure you'll survive Degree" 
"Don't worry lah, JPA will not tendang punya ( confirm lepas as in 'lulus' I guess? )

And here I am, struglling so hard. DEGREE IS HARD WEHH. Oh forgot to tell that I am preparing for my very first Final Exam now and yet what am I doing right now ? This shows the level of stress I'm on right now blegh. Can't wait to finish this hell exam month and watch all the dramas weeee. Never knew it was this hard to be away from your best friends and family ofc. So yeah, keep moving on Aisya ! You can do this Fighting In shaa Allah <3 Assalamualaikum peeps xo


Yeah its youu !


Finally you found it ! Hahaha lap youu xx

Thinking out loud



One month already. Time flies so fast duhh. Hmm study hmm not so good not so bad. But im not satisfied with my very first accounting quiz. Not sure is it i am the only one who felt that it was quite hard especially for a quiz ! Not even test or exam kot aigoo . Getting better with the new surrounding , much better with my babes in the same class ^.^ 

Just thinking about the AS exam make me wanna cry :'(( And all the test and final examinations that I have to go through before the Trial and the real exam. Ya Allah please ease my way. In shaa Allah.

2016 , United Kingdom . Look like it was easy before I entered Intec. Buttt the reality is totally different. Knowing that friends from korean program are going to fly less in a month time makes me happy sad and cuak at the same time. They just finished their last paper today. And I heard in shaa Allah everyone managed to fly to korea. And me here in Alevel urghhh nothing duhh . We are not even sure about our future . I mean anyone can ditendang by intec ohyemgeeee seriously cant imagine bout it :(( 

Should stop overthinking. Live well guys ! Assalamualaikum xx

Never give up

    


Spending the first weekend of any sem is never a fun one haha with nothing to do no homework no money no berjimba durr.

 Even it was only a week so many bad things happened like seriously can't I live happily and don't have to care about anything? Life is sure great without a care isn't it. Looking at those people did the things they said they will never did is the worst feeling ever. Trying not to care bout them but whatever it is they are still my friends . Hoping that I will never be one of that kind of people. Because I know that it is easier to say rather than to go through the situation. So it is a note to self too .

 Please , seriously please do remind me to go back to the right path if I were to drift away from it.

Worrying about something will never change a thing but trust in Allah changes everything. -Z

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